~ One Day ~

ONE DAY......

I won't be under extreme pressure with work and dreading the change to come

I won't have a sad, unwell son at home....

...and another son also currently at home whose nerves are shot to pieces after the last few weeks....

I won't be waiting to find out if the medication I need is going to be available to me (I can't ring at the moment....I don't need any more negative)......and the situation will never arise again....

I will learn to keep all of these things to myself so as not to burden anyone else

I will be organised and have my house in order

I won't collapse on weekends from the sheer mental strain of each week

I will want to go out and 'do things' on weekends when I don't feel so weighed down by the amount to be done here, because by then my house will be sparkling

I can avoid such things as sinus infections and wisdom teeth growing wrong and occasional heart rhythm episodes therefore being a whole lot more 'FUN'

I will have friends with equally perfect lives that don't need me to worry over them

I might even have tea ready at 6pm rather than enjoying myself on skype (once)

I might make the bed every day, and find time to vacuum daily also

I might go to bed by 10pm every night and be up at 6am (busting to make that bed)

I might turn into a social butterfly and just love a crowd, and love to dribble shit to people I've just met.....

I may even be super skinny at the same time


It all sounds quite realistic, I should have thought of it before.


G
xx