Wednesday, May 5, 2010

3 weeks in

Almost a week without a smoke, and they thought I wouldn't do it....TSK TSK - ha ha!

It hasn't all been a breeze, but it's getting better.

I would not have been able to do it cold turkey this time, it had gone too far.

I wanted to do it for my boys as much as anything.

It goes to show JUST how addictive smoking is.

In any other situation I would crawl over broken glass for my children.

I'm sure there will be situations that test my will, but I'll survive.

I need to get back to my GP as these cysts are BAD. Worse. Horrible. Keeping me awake.
My boobs may well explode.

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We are into our second week on CPAP also.

No significant improvement to report.....yet (?)

I don't know why, but I have a sneaking suspicion that this is not going to be the 'cure' the respiratory specialist thinks it's going to be.

Small Man is sleeping MORE on the CPAP, maybe just adjusting to it, but hmm......

Not that I'm trying to be negative Nelly ~ just realistic.
Not that I expected instant results either, it's just a feeling.
I hope I'm wrong.

Dr Matt emailed to ask how we were getting on, and to decide if we should go over May/June or July/August.
If we can get over there in the June holidays it would be ideal.
Possum would be on holidays too.
Will wait to hear back from him.

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I am meeting my new boss for the first time Thursday night.

I am being taken out for dinner *special !!!*

He sounds like quite a laugh.

He has been in the business as long as I have which is a relief.

I have a plan to both make life easier for me, and to earn extra commission, I say extra I mean closer to what I should be earning and will be less driving/expense each week as well.
I will put it to him anyway, it's simply a change in delivery from weekly to fortnightly.
We are paid on the number of distributors ordering, by going fortnightly I can have up to 10 ordering at a time, whereas I am averaging 6 per week on weekly delivery.

If they all ordered every week it'd be the end of me!
Far too much running around every single week, but once a fortnight I can handle, and I would then have an 'easier' week on the off week for appointments/housework/spending time with SM/gardening/whatever.

G
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4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Just remember that we are all sending our love and strong vibes to you.

OOXX Dell.

Myst_72 said...

Dell ~ Thanks so much :) xx

G
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Anonymous said...

CPAP rocks and i hope it is the answer he is looking for.

and champix rocks too. my habit is disappearing without any effort from me. yahoo.

Myst_72 said...

Warriorwitch ~ Well done!!! :) I'm pleased you are doing it too, and it's working!!
The CPAP - we are getting the flow increased tomorrow so hopefully that will do the trick.

G
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