~StrAnGer~

So, after such a build up - the man is in Japan

He left Tuesday

It hasn't started to feel strange yet - simply because I am used to him going away fishing and stuff

I must admit though - total lack of organisation has kicked in already - as far as doing things at certain times of the day go anyway 

I can get SO much more done if I can do it when I want - stop half way through if I feel like it -  get back to it later - regardless of the time of day


Not that he stops me from doing any of this - but I do tend to have meal times/clean at more traditional times of the day - naturally, because he is working or in bed. 
Personally I eat when I am hungry and sleep when I am tired/get dressed whenever, I always have.....I have an ADD time clock - all over the place but I am calmer living this way believe it or not - and things actually get done


Sleep, oh yes I have been back to bed (as I have done for the last 6 months at least) after Possum goes to work, and sleep until around 10.30am - this allows me to have a good 'rest of the day' - otherwise I'd be asleep somewhere between 4pm and 6pm.
 I just need it at the moment until I get this throat business sorted out...

.....which I see the GP for tomorrow to get referrals for a sleep study (yeah me too) and an ear/nose/throat doc and/or back to the gastroenterologist (???spell!!) because I have had extreme heartburn, which could be causing the throat thing.
I used to joke that 'the Almighty' had given me an ulcer after her reign of terror.......
I made a similar joke about having appendicitis once and ummm yeah......
The hernias I had checked earlier this year (?) are playing up again too.....they hurt and my stomach is huge, just huge - nothing is fitting me around the waist aside from tights and some trackpants.....ffs.....so I'll have to go around in my hat or a headband or something and pretend I just played tennis or did yoga or something......ffs......

I have written a newsletter as well today, time to whip the team into gear for the upcoming Christmas sales period - I am still copping them turning up when they feel like it and it drives me to despair.
Basically by knocking on my door they are turning up saying 'Right G you are working.......NOW' 
It stresses me out BIG TIME - naughty but a couple of times I....ummm...haven't answered the door.....but they don't seem to learn from this so once again it's in the newsletter...

 So yeah - it's all ok here - pleased to say I am calmer than my last post - but still pissed off about it - I have hidden all of my photos on facebook just in case :(


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