~On mY miNd ToNiGht~

In no particular order...

I have to admit it.......I don't like football.

There, I said it. 

I fail to see the point in getting worked up over something you have no control over whatsoever. 

Yep I went there. 

And it's some sort of finals going on and the carry on.....it leaves me scratching my head and wondering why??

Sport itself is important, if people want to go to the footy good for them, I could never revolve my life around it though.

That's just me.....

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Possum's nerves have been bad recently, I think he needs an increase in his medication - we have tried a lower dose for several months and I don't think it's 'right'.

He had a slight muscle twitch or something last night - which resulted in part of a can of V being sprayed over the keyboard of my laptop.....he was terribly upset with himself.

He has been doing his 'habit' cough also, and a few other little things.....

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 I have been saying for a while that if I am still this unhappy with the company I work for after Small Man's operation I will be looking for another job.

I decided tonight, that before I do that I am going to approach one of the company founders and tell him exactly why it's going down the gurgler here - and how unhappy people are - and request to be part of changing that - this was not his vision for the company at all - it's not working - I may as well have a go at fixing it...if he'll let me.

This is why I haven't contacted him once since the changes came in, and the subsequent changes were introduced - I'm saving my say up for real change, improvement....even if just at a state level - so yep I'll be throwing my hat in the ring....

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Concerned for my cousin - my Aunty's granddaughter Gis.

She may be 18 but she was affected the most by Aunty Julie's death.

She was born to parents both addicted to heavy drugs, it has affected her ability to learn and slightly her ability to express emotion/understand (and I say it's quite mild, but still a worry).

She is still living with her Pa (my Aunty's husband) and is happy to be in her home, but she is lost.

Even though her mother has been clean for 5 or 6 years she still lives the life of a single person, and is more like a sister to Gis - not a mother.

Very sad situation, that has been held together by Aunty Julie until now :(

Luckily Gis is on facebook, I have added her and will try and stay in constant contact with her.

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I'm not going to write about the funeral.

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There is one couple that work 'for me' (so not implying that I am a manager I simply 'look after' the area they work in - bahaha!)  they are kind of frustrating me a bit, and putting my back up somewhat.  They were the only ones that thought only of themselves while we were away, just worried how it might affect them - yeah that doesn't fit in with my team I'm afraid.  It's not the first time, and they refuse to make small changes that would make things easier for themselves - would prefer to whinge when it blows up in their faces.

I am getting close to the end of my rope with it, it's aggravating me more than it should........

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Big A is off to Japan on Tuesday.....

So I'll be off then - to NOT watch the football - ha ha!

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