Sunday, January 2, 2011

~It's Been Very Quiet~

Just Small Man and I for the weekend

I just made it to midnight to say Happy New Year to him (he was on the computer, oblivious!)....

He and I aren't into all that stuff - I especially hate the countdown and having to kiss people you don't like....

I deliberately haven't contacted anyone, just replied to emails/texts without a lot of detail

I have no wish to burn my friends out with how I am at the moment

God knows it seems never ending to me so I can imagine it all gets too much for them too

So I have been on my new drugs since Thursday

Thyroxine takes about a week to work

I haven't noticed any huge hormonal swing so that can only be good - last thing I need is to be all teary and pathetic

When I saw the doctor I had gained another 6kg.....it's getting out of control.....none of my clothes fit and I am happier at home than anywhere else

It's my birthday tomorrow - is it bad that I don't want anyone to come around or to do anything aside from having tea with my own family? 

I just don't feel like being around anyone else at the moment, it's just too much like hard work right now

G
xxx

8 comments:

Jayne said...

I've known thyroxine to make big improvements once it's in your system.
(((hugs))) here's hoping it's the answer for you and Happy Birthday xxx

Allan S. said...

You don't want to fake the funk. I get it. Take cleansing breaths in the sun. Fuck what people say.

Myst_72 said...

Jayne ~ Oh good, I am hoping to feel a bit more like myself fairly soon...and thank you :D

Allan S. ~ I will do just that :D
I even made it outside to pick myself a big bunch of roses today....and thank you :)

G
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Cyndy said...

People can't understand my desire to spend New Year in: I had my second in a row at home with the tv and computer for company... lovely.....

I know what you mean about the weight thing, Gina. At least you have a chemical reason for it. I just piled on 5kgs in November over 10 days, skipped a period and now can't get it off. The same thing happened last year. And yet, I'm not menopausal... BAH!

I hope that you feel better soon and back to your old self. As for the rest of life's issues.... I hope that you guys can work it all out. Things happen for a reason, don't they?

Happy Birthday, Sweetie. It's hard to celebrate it this time of year, I know, xoxoxo

Myst_72 said...

Cyndy ~ Thank you so much ♥
So many people just don't seem to understand.
5kg in ten days, that wouldn't feel great - I wonder what caused it?

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xxx

gymgirl said...

Oh happy birthday with you. There. A little celebration of you. Thank you for being here.

WEIGH?? Yeah, I got more of it now than before turkey holiday. It'll give me something to do in the new year. Cause, you know, I can't find enough to do around here.

I hope your meds work for you.
Maybe I could find me a med.
One that would make the world look better. Oh wait, that's alcohol, and already been invented. Ah well. Happy birthday and new year all in one sentence.

angela said...

I have come over from Lisa's blog to wish you a belated birthday. You sound like you have your hands full but like all cappys you will climb that mountain and then the view will be magnificent. I will visit often to see how you are going.

Myst_72 said...

Gymgirl ~ Thank You :D
I'm glad you're still around my friend ♥ :)

Angela ~ Welcome :) and Thank You ♥

G
xx