*SIGH x 100*

Feeling really 'trapped' at the moment

Trapped in a stupid body that refuses to recover from this stupid bug that has gone on for so long now I have lost count

Everything I do these days is painstakingly organised around the fact that any less than 12 hours sleep just isn't enough, and it's usually needed the most in the morning

I am almost to the point of avoiding seeing people because I seriously can't be bothered

I am still having hormonal problems, that have done an about face and changed into something totally different
I couldn't even be bothered mentioning this to my doctor at my last visit because nothing seems to be able to be done about any of it
I seem to be there every week, and I don't like it

I'm stuck between the two blogs now and I'm not sure which way to go - if I'd known this one was going to be relatively easy to fix I would have just done it....
I haven't really got the energy to transfer everything to the new one at the moment - I dunno.

Have some manuka honey and apple cider vinegar on order from one of my fav online stores "Inspired Wellbeing" - they have a sale on, and had free shipping if you spend over $50 plus I had a $5 discount voucher code which meant one of my items ended up being free.
Hell I'm spending $50 every time I go to the GP at the moment, by the time I pay for the gap and a new prescription - the Medicare safety net hasn't kicked in yet....and the money tree ain't yielding at the moment.....

Did I mention it's less than two weeks until I take SM to Melbourne?

*Sigh*


G
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