FML

Fuck it - all of it

Not sure how much more I can take to be honest

Now centrelink have said no to the pension for Small Man because he is on a waiting list for a lap band

because lap bands are a cure for chronic fatigue syndrome - or didn't you know that?????

no me either.

I am sick to death of the disappointments, the lets downs he has to go through - even just opening his bank account was a fucking nightmare which they fucked up royally

we can appeal the decision, and appeal I will no risk at all

I was so devastated I did a very silly thing

and lit up a cigarette had a few puffs and put it out

I won't take it up again as it will only make everything worse
right at that moment though the disappointment and distress was more than I could handle

Especially as I had just dropped him off at college - he was so nervous and anxious - I drove away and could feel his nerves as he stood in the middle of the crowd

Then got home to that phone call

and I know how he's going to be after being at college today

and they have the cheek to tell me a lap band is going to fix everyhting - I don't even know if we are still on a waiting list or if we ever were

It's just too hard

It really is

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