Enough Already!!!

This is getting ridiculous.

Roll on tomorrow.

Hopefully the doc will have an answer for me.

I tried to update my previous post - and ended up deleting half of it....not to worry was only self pitying dribble anyway!

I feel like I'm not in charge of my brain at all.
It's like trying to think through a bucket of setting concrete - with only a few brief moments of clarity thrown in.

Weight gain was up to 7kgs last night - how nice for me.

I can't be stuffed doing anything.
But still managed to vacum,
spring clean Z16's room,
cook scones,
wash the car,
do some loads of washing,
go to supermarket & chemist,
pick up Z16 from work,
a few turns of scrabble.....yesterday.


Today just a bit of bed making,
email checking,
website checking for work,
read a few blogs,
answer a few emails,
make toast for people,
make shopping lists for other people,
have a serious discussion with the Big A on 'things',
more washing,
make spaghetti sauce for tea (I've made it already just in case the cheese really slides off the cracker and it's not ready in time),
fill out doubledays too tempting offer of 5 books + 1 free all under $10 each - (except the free one, cos that'll be free - shit I'm funny) and free postage for life just for re-joining - why not! And only 4 full price books needed to buy in 12 months...
Organise some papers, put them where they actually go - which is not on the bench (who knew!).
All of this has been in robot style auto pilot - it's like I'm here but I'm not - weird.
It's the whole 'couldn't give a rats fat clacker' attitude that is the worst - it's not like me - not as far as work goes anyway.
I've done over and above for them the last few months/(years) so they can just get over it.
As far as my team goes, if they don't know it by now then they haven't been listening - and need to start thinking for themselves a bit more - if left up to my brain this week anything could happen - ha ha!

So anyway,

I must go and stare out the window for a while......
or something!

G
xx