Quite Fitting...

The Queen of Swords card suggests that my power today lies in advocation.
I have been there, done that and can be trusted to judge, perceive or tell it like it is.
I own my authority and honor my authentic nature and wisdom but use my sharp wit responsibly and accept that not everyone will "warm up to me."
I have a sleek, keen but detached sense for quality, classic style and truth and my reputation for communicating or protecting justice, the greater good or serving as a pioneer is well-deserved.
I am empowered to endure by obligation to my code and my virtue is order.

Interesting!
I have a meeting with the Almighty on Friday! to discuss the concerns I have raised on personally managing a team again.


Z16 is turning 17 tomorrow!

I am actually sitting here, in the house - ALONE!
That doesn't happen too often these days....
The Big A is at work,
Z16 and Small Man have gone to the cinema to see a movie....I'm picking them up shortly.
Z16 doesn't have to work now tomorrow - one of his work mates has taken on the 9 hour shift for him - what a nice guy!
Of course we didn't know this until 5.30pm today - so it's too late to really organise much, the Big A is still working night shift tomorrow night so maybe just a nice family dinner tomorrow night!
After all, next year will be 'the big one'!!

Interestingly - the year I turn 40 - Z16 will turn 21 - and Small Man will turn 18 - party party party!!!

I'm still not feeling 'back to normal' - actually still struggling - and so sick of it I can't begin to tell you.....
I have even been a bit grumpy - snappy in fact - this is not like me at all.
Seriously I can't be stuffed going back to the doc - I'm over it - over being told
"We don't really know....".
I just want to feel 50% good for a few days - a week would be awesome......
I'm pretty sure I have ovarian cysts again. I have had them before, back then they kept telling me I had this and that (if one more person had said irritable bowel to me I would have gone off my trolley!!)...eventually the cysts ruptured and I had to have them removed.
I went to stand up the other day and the pain put me in a heap on the floor.
Yes, I know, I know.........I'll probably go this week.....*SIGH*

Well - best go and pick up my 'babies' - he he!

G
xx