Is how I am feeling at the moment.
Changes to management structure means 10 years of my hard work could be destroyed.
All because a few hopeless idiots can't get their shit together and run their business properly (basically).
I haven't had a good couple of days.
To make things worse I'm not allowed to discuss it with my managers.
The changes won't happen for a few months but I'm just distraught.
I now need to look at it all on paper and decide whether or not it will be worth continuing.
This is a very sad time for me, I have been in tears on and off since hearing the news.
I just can't concentrate.
I had been into an excellent routine and have been on the treadmill for at least 40 minutes per day for the last 10 days.
Now everything feels too bloody hard.
So I may crawl into my shell for a few days and think about it - or try not to whatever works.
G
xxx
7 comments:
Oh baby, I am sorry you are feeling so low.
Nothing I can say except that I am thinking of you, and sending you a (Hug).xx♥
(((hugs))) Hope things pick up soon, G.
shitty.
i feel for you and i hope you're feeling better soon, up to the fight so-to-speak.
when you do, exercise is great for putting you in a fighting mood.
i'm always up for a fight!!!
it's time you leaned on your husband. there's strength in numbers.
Sorry to hear you're feeling down. I hope you're able to work it out. {{{Hugs}}}
Gina, my mother used that word yesterday...defeated. You are not defeated my friend. Put it all in perspective and maybe, when you have rested a bit, take a look at what new thing might be allowed to come if this old thing, that makes you unhappy, is gone.
Give it a shot. Great news re the treadmill....I need to start back on mine in a minute :)
(((HUGZ)))
Sorry, I am a bit late in commenting.
Big hugs. It is so disappointing when you work so hard at something and watch it wash away.
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