I have been practicing my meditation a lot more lately, and listening to some subliminal weight loss stuff - you never know!Anyway, the other evening I met a new guide - interesting - Lillian - a tiny, wise woman with long white hair - her flowing white robe edged with gold. I met with her briefly, must go again soon. The previous time I met with Laurel, I can just remember her gold/light red hair......
I think my scales could be a bit out/stuffed - or I have an alien growing in my gut that is making me heavy! After two and a half days of fruit, vegie soup that I made from all the good stuff, and water, I apparently GAINED 1.5kg - goody! My belly has shrunken down a bit though.....must be a small heavy alien??? He he!
Thank you for your comments Toni and Sev - I just feel like a slimmer woman on the inside, like the outside of me doesn't reflect the inside.....if you know what I mean!
I haven't felt comfortable with my body size for the last few years and having a wardrobe full of clothes that don't fit is frustrating!!!
I'm not really in a position at the moment to re-do the 'drobe - and have some stuff I would love to be able to wear.
Also I'm that big in the bust at present any bra that fits/does it's job properly is usually ugly - or could double as a cap in an emergency, or a fishing net - tee hee!!
Everyone else I know shrank when they had children, I fed small man for nearly 18 months - nope still no shrinkage!!
In the photo I posted I was a 12 C - am now a 14-16DD/E.........*sigh* when I met the Big A he thought he was attracted to athletic, flat chested blondes - PAH!
I was modelling lingerie at the time - and definitely not blonde (except highlights from a bottle of course!)......
G
xx
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Oh, I had 16DD Boobies before kids, and then I went down to a 16C. My Hubby is very disappointed! I know how you feel though, it is hard when you feel a bit out of sorts with your body. I remember looking at my stomach while preg with 7 yr old, and hating my stretchies. Well, I still do!
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