Tuesday, June 25, 2013

DID I REALISE>>>>>


I'm still here

I think I'm still in shock

And still being shocked by a few peoples reactions, although I shouldn't give a rats arse

Most have been great, want to know more, supportive

other have come across almost pissed off, skeptical, annoyed

One of the Australian Lyme support groups I joined on FB has nearly 500 members, that's just one group, that's just on facebook

snippy comments

Scared I might not be available for them to dump all of their problems onto most likely



I KNOW I am worse since we received our test results

WHY?

A: I don't feel like I have to hide it any more

B: Extreme amounts of emotional upheaval have ALWAYS had a negative impact on my health, happy/sad/angry/excited it makes no difference

I can't mentally conjure up the skin infection I had for the last 2 weeks
It looked (and felt) like I had shaved my bikini line with a dry, blunt razor in the dark 
I also had a huge patch on my chest
My GP actually cringed looking at it
5 prescriptions later and it's a lot better now

Pretty active imagination I have

I have had to take antibiotics for the skin infection
I need to have 14 days clear of them before our appointment as it affects test results
Thank goodness the timing is spot on

I woke up on Sunday with my face all puffy and eyes all swollen up, a horrid cold sore...
I just couldn't get up :(

We are still off to Melbourne NEXT WEEK!!!! 
For a pre planned pre paid holiday, and to see P!NK in concert

Corey is coming up from Hobart on Sunday to keep Small Man company and will be here for 10 days
Such a relief not to have to leave him here alone

Possum will be here but works night shift every weekend

My Possum turned 22 on Saturday, precious young man he is ♥♥♥

G
x♥x

p.s. That infernal ringing in my left ear?? Still there :(

2 comments:

Unknown said...

Pay the naysayers no mind Gina. Remember boundaries are important in every relationship and if they overstep yours, let them know it.
Negative energy spreaders gggrrrr

Myst_72 said...

Thanks Lisa :)

People seem to forget that I can 'tune in' to these things - even if they're not openly saying stuff, I know xx