Thursday, May 1, 2008

Yep, I'm All That....





The Nine of Swords card suggests that my power today lies in realization.

I am not my mistakes.


I can't do this alone or pretend any more
.

The illusion of comfort in denial or sacrifice is no longer mine
.

There is no shame in my suffering -- no healing in silent self-torment
.

It is here at the surreal crossroads of the "soul search" where dawning truth meets the anguish of overwhelming resistance in mind over matter that I can finally wake up, change my mind,
let go of what no longer works or own my losses or choices.

I am empowered by intense acknowledgment or epiphany and my virtue is gratitude or relief in recognition.

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That pretty much sums up where I'm at for now.

Not much to say for a change.

Slack AS!

Last night's post I'd written a few weeks ago...

All talked out for now,

Sorry I haven't responded to all of my recent comments - I usually do....

Love To All -

G
xx

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Amazing the number of time I visit here and it is timely.

Thank you.

Anonymous said...

sounds like you're being tested.

I hope you pass your test

Anonymous said...

"They say that waking up is hard to do"
(Old people reference)
Here's to your lessons being found more in joy than in pain.